May 2012
10 posts
There’s so much on my mind right now,
but the only thing that keeps me going, is you. Just you.
And without you, I’m nothing. I really am nothing…
I realised how fragile this can be.
One moment everything seems fine, but suddenly everything changes as the hands of the clock take its rounds.
Cold winds blowing against my face..
But keeping myself warm with the warmth I’ve received from you.
I really hate myself for over-thinking.
and how much I hate myself for making her think that it’s her fault.
I can’t be much of a help when I promised myself that I’d help her no matter what, but I’m just making things worse, making her feel worse.
I hate to see you suffer, suffering alone by yourself in silence and blaming yourself.
Y’know it really hurts when...
Nobody understands, and I guess nobody will.
ayejanice:
time to stop
deceiving myself
actions > the cumulative combination of words, thoughts and ideals
cold hard fact
April 2012
46 posts
I want to know everything about you, what you’re feeling and thinking about.
You’re such a mystery.
Disappointments,
No more.
I’ve had enough of disappointing:
Myself
Parents
Friends
Teachers
And most importantly, I don’t intend to disappoint Janice at all.
I made a promise and I’ll make damn sure I’ll fulfill that promise because there’s so much at stake.
I’M GOING TO:
1. STUDY MY BUTT OFF
2. TAKE NOTES, NOTES, NOTES
3. BELIEVE IN OURSELVES
4. CONSTANT...
